Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening to you wherever you are!
I just spent my third night as an inpatient, and despite crying a lot, running away, and being offended, I have yet to have a diagnosis.
Don’t get me wrong, some of the nurses here are amazing, and couldn’t treat me with better respect and kindness. To put it politely, let’s just say others would be better working in a morgue.
Since I’ve had an X-ray, ultrasound and bloods, and everything has come back as normal, they told me I then had an eating disorder since I can’t handle eating or drinking currently, as the pain I get after even after having a sip to take painkillers is agony. For anyone who knows me, and knows my appetite, this is bullshit.
I understand that there are people out there with EDs and that they need to check, but there are ways around it. I can stomach a box of 20 chicken nuggets, large fries, large Fanta, and still have room for a McFlurry. And if the doctor by any chance is reading this, no, I don’t throw it up after thank you. Oh and also, to all you drinkers and smokers out there, you’re all apparently ‘depressed’.
Sometimes, when you hear hooves, think of zebras, not horses.
I also let a lot of my anger out that I had about the nurses and doctors which was good. Good it’s off my chest. Bad I let my anger out on them nurses and doctors that made me angry in the first place. Hence the name of my title, and I’m guessing the note which has been put on my files.
Moving on from that, I am seeing someone from the pain clinic today, and then hopefully being transferred to another hospital, or I’m going to discharge myself. Would rather let red ants climb up my ass than stay here another night.
As for non medical blog related blog posts, I’m not quite sure what I’ll be able to post now since my resources are limited.
Mum, if you’re reading this, look away in 3… 2… 1…
On the bright side, I have been doing A LOT of internet shopping to keep me entertained, so look out for hauls/reviews whenever I escape here, and get myself home.
That’s all from me today. Ta-ta for now xx